I am

I am the age-old question.

Reconciling polarities,

fusing their energies,

covalent boding.

I am math and science.

I am calculated, logical, sequential.

There’s not one thing in the world

that numbers cannot explain.

I am the deeply seeded mystery

of calculus and physics,

endlessly questing to describe

the reality around me.

I am art.

I give and receive emotion.

I give and receive truth.

Dreamy, dazzling images painted

with carefully tasted words.

I am the storyteller;

The missing link,

the communicator.

I am the artistic scientist.

Finding beauty and truth

in both numbers and eloquent words.

Because the fact of the matter is,

they both describe the same thing.

Their opposite nature, an illusion.

I will break art down

and I will break logic down

To reveal their true nature.

To reveal the bare bones of life.

I am the model of all life

on an individual scale.

Magnification: Human, Female, a healer

I bounce back and forth

between two extremes.

Desperately searching for equilibrium; balance.

I am the paradox.

Holding the power of the extremes,

Vying to concentrate and retain this power

on The Middle Way.

I long to hold this power still,

harnessed by my will, dancing with electricity between my hands,

cascading and sparkling like ribbons,

like some cosmic energy held precious in another dimension.

I will melt these energies down to their building blocks

I will meld them together in paradoxical harmony,

and from them I will build and shape today

into a more beautiful, tranquil tomorrow.